Words Unsaid

I wonder what she'll think.
I wonder what she'll say.
I wonder what will happen.
If I scream in dismay.
For my heart is about to burst.
Overflowing with words unsaid.
Like a maddened sea I will be.
The emotions in my gut rising up.
If I don't say something...
It will be like eating death cup.
My words I have spoken.
My thoughts are now said.
So now I lay here,
hoping not to be dead.